2 weeks passed after working here today

2 weeks passed after working here today.
everything is funny.


do you wanna know how i feel this life??


I feel I choosed the one of my best option.But it's still hard to do tha way i expected in japan.
only thing I can't control the situation is that


"i speak japanese more than english everyday."


because every guys wanna know japanese and they ask me in japanese, then ,of course i response in japanese.


Their eyes are really blight, i mean , they are quite willing to be better japanese speaker.


I wanna help them heartly though.
but I also take care of myself, i wanna improve my english.


so, it's difficult problem.
"I wanna help them, but simultaneously, I wanna improve my english."


oh, what a small men i am....